Well I've nothing much to blog about today , but just a quick respond to my ask.fm

* It's an answer + a post combi LOL *

Here's the qns :

My respond :

When I say I love him , what I am really saying is : I really love you with all my heart and soul , I've never wanted to leave you and yes , I've seen your darkness but I'm still here to stay .
Sometimes I may say " if you want me to , I will . "

But deep down inside , I'll never leave .

No , I'll never have the heart to do so because I promised to stay & love him , no matter what . 

Hence , I'm never leaving . 

I don't really compare ex with ex ( if that was the qn )

I don't like being compared too so why should I ?

If one should compare to their ex , why not date their ex ? 

If your ex if better than your current that you have to compare your ex like 

" My ex always do -thisthisthis- , why you never ? "

Please go back and date your ex since he/she is better .

Since you've accepted him/her as your partner , accept it .

Unless it's like in a positive form like -

" oh my , non of my ex has ever thought of this for me before .. "

or something like that . HAHAHA . 

I'm bad at giving examples . LOL .

" Date someone you would want to marry in the future "

We all have our idea relationship , I must agree with you but 

you won't really go with that idea once you're together with someone

Selfish thoughts maybe , but not selfish idea of partner .

I mean , he's my type .

Even if he's not , so what  

If we click , then go with it & accept him .

He's not my ideal gentle and cool-tempered type of partner 

but I accept him .

( hence , both hot-tempered people go crazy even faster LOL )

People DO change a little as they get more comfy with each other . 

Or maybe we're just too used to each other .

Like , the thing they would usually do when they start chasing you , stopped holding their anger and all the small little things . 

Change is not significant but noticeable .

" I want you forever , forever and always though the good and the bad and the ugly "

That's what we used to sing together . 

And yeap , I'll want him forever, though the good and the bad and the ugly ,

grow old together , and always remember for the happy or sad or whatever ,

still love each other , forever and always .

( Parachute : forever and always )

We all can't promise that we can be there for each other in the future ,

but now , I just wanna do everything I can for him .

It's not that I am crazy for him , okay maybe a little

but the main point is ,

I don't want to end up regretting 

" Why didn't i do this/that ? "

I don't mind chasing him till one day we're over ,

I've never thought of us having to part but we can never know .
I just want to do whatever I can for today , talk as much as we can even that we have work .

Just anything  , everything for him .

While I can before someone elses does it for me . 

Not gonna let anyone do my job , never .

We all WILL change after some time , 

but I'll accept that

you

are still you .