Being in a relationship isn't about how long you guys are together ,

it's about the time and love we delicate to each other.

We all will be like " ya ya , i know . " 

But do we really do that ?

To me -

The time we've been together matters to me , right now .

Finally my brains are no longer younger and has decided to 

settle down in love , and not fool around .

I , I always thought that being in a relationship is an easy thing .

Like giving each other your time , love and companionship .

It WAS easy when you're still school : you can easily see each other ,

but now with work , different office hours , 

we spend lesser time with each other .

Love would always say " But i just saw you yesterday [ for dinner ] "

we are having lesser time to see each other .

we only see each other for dinner , that short 2 to 3 hours like 

once or twice on weekdays , then maybe go out on a Saturday .

Maybe next time , not even weekends .

Woman and man are different .

Most of us want affection , attention .

But long enough , we'll start to want freedom -

start drawing away from our love ones .

Maybe then a heated argument that used to be fixed so easily with a kiss, hug or phonecall ,

ends up with being strangers , again .

I just can't help feeling a little insecure at times .

We all don't like being insecure .

I tried to feel better by talking to love but ,

it doesn't helps much .

It's like , the warmth just bounce off .

It's just not strong enough to make you feel so warm that you wanna fall into his arms .

To me , 

It's all the little thing that he does that makes me feel loved .

Maybe he doesn't know .

Like holding my hand , a little tight hug , a pull towards him so that strangers can't touch me and so ,

I appreciate it all .

I miss the past us .

Where things were much easier ,

easier than sitting in office , waiting for your messages ..

Where those days i spend my afternoons with you ,

be it studying , eating , or walking with you .

I love it all.

And still loved to .

I love you & miss you .

Don't ever take someone for granted .

Like it goes , 

give a girl all your attention and love , before someone does it for you .

By then , it's your lose already .

For you've lost someone that loved you .

x .