I FEEL SO FUCKING HORRID RN. 

My mouth , breathe and burp smells like fucking Martell. 

>;(

Was feeling so sad that boyfriend's at Highlander , and me ? 

Stuck at this damn house. 

Even my dad get to go for happy hour 😭 ):

Sucks to be a girl , with curfew , now stay over , no hanging out late. 

Hah but my dad has to be home at 3 am so .. HAH TOO BAD. 

WE have to suck thumb lo. 

Okay today's post is about inconsiderate neighbors and pet owners 

( long post alert ) 

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#1 - inconsiderate neighbors. 

I swear I have bad experience with my current and previous neighbors .

It goes like this. 

The previous house was near the lift . 

So my unit was the right side of the lift , and there , only two units. 

My unit and my neighbor. 

So apparently , my neighbor's maid LOVEEEEEE hanging their clothes outside of their house. And I really mean outside . From the railing outside their door , that scretches to the lift , ALL THEIR CLOTHES. 

Even when I sit in the living room I also buaylun. See their clothes hanging outside their house , all the way to the lift. 

Damn son , you own the railings ? 

#2 - inconsiderate and pet ownership. 

In my current house , I can never ever smile to my neighbors because ... THEIR LOOKS COULD KILL. 

& they give me the impression that they're not friendly , at all. 

Other than the one tht just moved in. 

My current neighbor has this cute little dog. I swear it LOOKS cute , but looks are deceiving and I'm GODDAMN WRONG. 

why ? 

Every fucking morning even in the FUCKING 8am , their goddamn CUTE dog will bark like some fucking rooster , alarm clock ? NO. 

IT JUST BARKS EVERY FEW SECONDS. 

I don't even know what to do. 

Was really tempted to point middle finger out of my window , shout shut the fuck up , complain and all. 

Ever since I moved here , April 28 2013 

( somewhere this date ) , I've never ever seen them bring their dog out. 

That doggy has a cute name , but it isn't. 

It barks at everyone . Even for no fucking reasons. And I really wanna buy a muzzle for their dog . 

Like hello , do you even train your dog ? 

Ya you do , train to eat sleep and shit only right. 

You don't even teach it how to be quiet . 

And once , I ordered my items and the delivery man came to my unit to delivery the items. 

From my room , I can even hear everything that's happening outside. 

So the dog ran out of the house , barking ( like some mad dog )at the delivery man.

My neighbor then came out and said " sorry sorry I forgot to close the door . Sorry. " 

Come I clap for you -claps -

LIKE SERIOUSLY AH. 

DONT YOU TRAIN YOUR DOG ? 

Now when I think above having a pet , I'm scared that your dog will bark at my pet. 

You have the time to go out with you family and friends , but no time to bring your dog out for a walk ?

15 mins is enough too . 

Pet owners should never buy pet on impulse ( I bet they did ) . 

Having a pet is like having a new member in your family . 

You don't cage your family at home all day ? 

It's being unfair. 

They have a life too , they want happiness too. 

Doesn't mean they don't speak , means their fine with it . 

They are not. 

That's why sometimes I think human is the most cruel creature on planet earth. 

I think I'm cruel too . 

We have to spare a thought for them too 

Their lives are in our hands too .

Don't cage them up . 

If you liked that , try caging yourself at home too , 

Inconsiderate beasts. 

Do you have a neighbor like this ? 

* I've nothing against neighbors , just saying my POV & might be diff from yours *

Today's rain was scary 

everywhere looked like it's flooding .

I told you to use the file to shelter your head

from the rain 

Instead ,

you threw it on the floor .

I should had listened and gone home 

and maybe you wouldn't be drenched .

But i just wanted to spend sometime going home with you 

as i missed you so dearly for the past few days .

Not sure if you're just being guilty & just tryna make things better or what .

But ,

really wanna thank you for running in the rain just to get me an umbrella .

Another favorite memory/moment created .

Those things you do for me .

I'm really touched by your actions .

Every single thing you do , 

i wished i could remember them all .

Just hope you won't fall sick for running under the rain 

or i'll be feeling guilty .

& don't have to get that bear for me . 

although i think it's cute and i really liked it  , 

but i think it'll be nicer if we could use that money on christmas ,

if you'd remember .

And i'll just bring you hoodie , your doggie toy ..

& you heart along .

& i love you .

& this's for you .

It's the worst quarrel we had 

I cried from place to place

cry mins after mins  

All those hurting words you've said

left me numb and hanging there 

I didn't meant to start the fight 

& this is not gonna end

i tried so hard to get you back

but now i don't see the point 

I know i'm stupid 

the stupidest person you've ever known

i just wanted to know where were you going 

You could had just said you wanna be alone

or you need some men's talk/time 

you don't have to give me much excuse

You could had just told me ..

I thought you were going alone

so i asked .

I didn't say you've to report to me everything

i just want to know , that's all .

Can't i know ?

I've always asked you where are you .

I don't see you getting angry .

so why are you 

being angry now ..

maybe it's time i took a step back .

I waited for an hour , lied to my mom 

just so that i could see you .

I'm sorry for blaming you 

Bestie said i was stupid to let you go 

after waiting for an hour .

What to do .

& asked me to prepare for the worst .

Hah , no one's gonna leave .

I don't have the courage to talk to you .

No .

It seems more like i don't' have the chance .

Cause you'll reply me angrily . 

So i shouldn't .

sigh

just let me die .

I'm really tired of trying .

I tried , but it isn't working .

so ...

I'll just stop trying 

but just holding on . 

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http://www.experienceproject.com/stories/Love-Him-So-Much-It-Hurts/100719 

We always think that the feeling of loving someone is sweet , but have we ever though that , too much is pain 

& too less is plain . 

" painful love is still love. " 

This quote has became my motto for love. 

Everytime when we quarrel , I'll just keep thinking of this quote , constantly. 

It always reminds me to " hold on , don't let go . After a storm comes a rainbow. " 

I first saw this quote in a Korea drama. 

I can say that , that drama has though me quite a number of things. 

It's a drama called " Good Doctor " 

Typical drama including the drama. 

But this drama is really good though. Anyways , it's about this male doctor with some disorder liking this female doctor ( well obv ) . 

The part that leaves me with the most 'impression ' was when his friend told him " painful love is still love ",
" it's like a disinfectant . It's pain at the beginning , but it'll be better ." - or something similar. 

No matter how hard or painful that love is , we should bite on harder . There times that we really feel like giving up , just let go  , I have my times too. 

But overall i'm glad the storm is gone , love is back again .
This week we hadn't quarrel , and i'm thankful for that although we have some playful and stupid argues .
And i'm really really really very thankful for you , having to stay here by my side .
& i know you're reading this , and here's for you .

" I've been waiting for that someone ,
  someone i thought it might be you .
  Someone who will care for me , 
  and shower me with unconditional love .
  & i thought you'll leave me ,
  because i'm boring and have nothing to offer 
  you but my love and care and everything i could give  . 
  
  I'm glad you stayed , and you've never left .
  Reassuring me when i'm insecure , upset & jealous . 
  & i love my moments with you .
  Like you rushing to the room when my foot's cramped .
  Kissing my injuries & bruises when i'm hurt .
  There to hug me when i'm afraid .
  Being childish with me , enduring me , my temper , my stubbornness . 
  And i know it's hard being with me .
  & i'm quite surprise you could endure me for so long .

  It's okay , there more to come - smirks - 

  I love you .

 & i will , more than willing , to say that to you EVERY SINGLE MOMENT .
  Cause ... i wouldn't know when will be the last time i'll be able to say that to you .
  So will i can  , i will .
  I know you find it annoying , but please bear with me .
  I'd always make you angry , annoy you , do the things you don't like . 
  Sorry , please forgive me :/

  & just wanna let you know ,

  I found my happiness in you , 
  found joy in loving you .