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posted on Monday, November 4, 2013 @ Monday, November 04, 2013 | permalink

It's the worst quarrel we had

I cried from place to place

cry mins after mins

All those hurting words you've said

left me numb and hanging there

I didn't meant to start the fight

& this is not gonna end

i tried so hard to get you back

but now i don't see the point

I know i'm stupid

the stupidest person you've ever known

i just wanted to know where were you going

You could had just said you wanna be alone

or you need some men's talk/time

you don't have to give me much excuse

You could had just told me ..

I thought you were going alone

so i asked .

I didn't say you've to report to me everything

i just want to know , that's all .

Can't i know ?

I've always asked you where are you .

I don't see you getting angry .

so why are you

being angry now ..

maybe it's time i took a step back .

I waited for an hour , lied to my mom

just so that i could see you .

I'm sorry for blaming you

Bestie said i was stupid to let you go

after waiting for an hour .

What to do .

& asked me to prepare for the worst .

Hah , no one's gonna leave .

I don't have the courage to talk to you .

No .

It seems more like i don't' have the chance .

Cause you'll reply me angrily .

So i shouldn't .

sigh

just let me die .

I'm really tired of trying .

I tried , but it isn't working .

so ...

I'll just stop trying

but just holding on .