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posted on Wednesday, October 16, 2013 @ Wednesday, October 16, 2013 | permalink
Feel so tired nowadays. Physically , mentally , emotionally I know you're tired , I know. Which makes you irritated and have pms. But there's just something I don't get it . Why . Yesterday you were still fine with the picture I posted using your Instagram , you said you like that picture . Today , you told me to stop posting with your account , with the sentence " seriously stop it. " My heart just sank so deeply. What did I do wrong ? You said you liked it ? Now you don't , and you even deleted the picture. Why , what's wrong with it ? We're you too scared to let people know I used your account ? Or did someone told you off and make you feel useless ? Who ? A sorry doesnt works on this. I know you don't really mean it to be so harsh , but it's the words that really hurts me a lot . It's like a small and deep cut in my heart. I don't know what to do. You could had just told me you needed space and privacy , don't post with your account NICELY. That really hurts. Really . Now everything you say doesn't seems as sincere anymore , you didnt give me a smile like you usually do when you first see me , there no hugs but only one good bye kiss .. Or was it just because I tried and cried to much that everything feels like nothing ? You are just tired , I know . But if I were you , I would try my best to smile just for you. Okay I'm just being selfish . I know . Sorry. |