Losted my ic earlier. 

Feel so damn upset until I could just bite anyone that irritates me. 

Angry and upset with myself. 

It's my friggin IC and stupid ezlink card .. 

:( 

Hope some kind soul would drop it in my mail or something 😭 /: 

I really don't mind to stop eating fast food or something in exchange for my cards back . It felt as if I've lost someone so important ( in fact the cards are DAMN IMPORTANT to me ) . 

Really have no idea what to do. 

Really pray that someone returns it to me .. 

:( 

I can forget about sleeping tonight already , I guess. 

How to sleep with a heavy heart ? 

😞 

And mom went poly clinic this afternoon to check her eyes ( cause the optometrist  told her there's nothing wrong with her eyes ) and got diagnose with eye disorder ( hah , surely a false alarm ) an got referred to SGH. 

 Maybe that's why she screamed at me over the phone just now. 

And now she's sleeping soundly with my brother. 

I really want to accompany her for her appointment. You'll never know how scary it is to go for a check up alone . 

But thanks to the stupid exams , I can't. 

Thankfully her test is 2-3 hours long ( according to the paper ) , hopefully I can reach there in time to accompany her home. 

Maybe it was her allergy "silently" pressing on her nerves , that's why ...

* and now she told me she's not going 😂 , LOL *

Hah. Perfect day today. 

F* hell 

ASDFGHJKL feel so horrid. 

Sigh. 

I miss my cards so badly now :'( 

Hope mom gets well soon ..

 :'(