Nothing much to post on . 

TOMORROW'S SPORTS DAY ! 

( yay or nay ? ) 

Okay I really hate running , a lot . 

But I have to run for 4x100m . 

( 100 m only also want complain , what a bitch . Lol ) 

Hope I don't run so unglam-ly. 

HAHAHAHAH. 

Okay bye. Gonna sleep now :* 

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Shitty feelings. 

" if I could get over you , I would ." 

Henry - I would. 

Feeling so shitty. Really. 

Idk to cry instead of just sighing so much & at the same time I think I shouldn't. 

Cause basically this is lame. 

I'm those sticky girlfriend , sticky until I want the best of both worlds. 

Truthfully speaking , I really want to see you. Real badly. 

But If you go - (+ve) 

- can sit beside my love 

- go stadium with you ( I won't go 

   anywhere without you) 

- I'm able to see you , your beautiful face. 

And cause seeing / having you just makes me feel there's a purpose in life. 

But if you don't go & sleep in - (-ve) 

- I'll be sad. Obviously cause I can't see you. And I'll be lookin everywhere for you .

- idk where's my purpose. 

- I'm just sad. Sad. Sad. 

But if you sleep in (+ve) 

- you can sleep in , you've been sleeping so muh this few days , I know you want to sleep so damn badly. 

- it's your " off day " , you can sleep in. 

- just fucking sleep. 

Okay that's all . I feel horrid now. Lol. 

Emotionless bit. I'll respect your decision. 

Of course I'll say sleep in. Cause if I were you I'll sleep in , but for you I don't mind walking up for you. 

See ? Now you understand how sticky I am ? And how I'm suck at being a girlfriend. 

K. 

Sigh. 

FOUND MY IC. 

Thank god some kind-hearted soul dropped my ezlink at my mailbox after I dropped it yesterday. 

As I guessed , I dropped it somewhere near my block area. 

Really thankful for that kind person. 

God bless him/her :') 

And mom told me she's not going for the appointment , TSK. 

Stubborn , like me. HAHAHA. 

So the doctor told her to try another optic shop , so I recommended her Crystal Optics. 

Hope she's having nothing serious. 

And I've just came home from " studying " . 

Apparently I've only studied for 2 hours , doing 1 question only. LOL. Really wasting my time ley. Tsk. 

Yesterday's post was like so 要死要活 ， today so active/hyper/idk. 

Okay shall help my dad do his work claim now . 

More tomorrow ;) 

Losted my ic earlier. 

Feel so damn upset until I could just bite anyone that irritates me. 

Angry and upset with myself. 

It's my friggin IC and stupid ezlink card .. 

:( 

Hope some kind soul would drop it in my mail or something 😭 /: 

I really don't mind to stop eating fast food or something in exchange for my cards back . It felt as if I've lost someone so important ( in fact the cards are DAMN IMPORTANT to me ) . 

Really have no idea what to do. 

Really pray that someone returns it to me .. 

:( 

I can forget about sleeping tonight already , I guess. 

How to sleep with a heavy heart ? 

😞 

And mom went poly clinic this afternoon to check her eyes ( cause the optometrist  told her there's nothing wrong with her eyes ) and got diagnose with eye disorder ( hah , surely a false alarm ) an got referred to SGH. 

 Maybe that's why she screamed at me over the phone just now. 

And now she's sleeping soundly with my brother. 

I really want to accompany her for her appointment. You'll never know how scary it is to go for a check up alone . 

But thanks to the stupid exams , I can't. 

Thankfully her test is 2-3 hours long ( according to the paper ) , hopefully I can reach there in time to accompany her home. 

Maybe it was her allergy "silently" pressing on her nerves , that's why ...

* and now she told me she's not going 😂 , LOL *

Hah. Perfect day today. 

F* hell 

ASDFGHJKL feel so horrid. 

Sigh. 

I miss my cards so badly now :'( 

Hope mom gets well soon ..

 :'(

Finally finishing showering ! 

I need to kick my habit of staying in the toilet for an hour .HAHAHA .

Starting to feel so tired already , and it's only 5.55 pm .

Nothing much to blog about today , unless someone suggests a topic to me ! xo

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Short post for dmajestique !

They have apparels ranging from around $13.5 to $23 , definitely worth your money . 

Saw some pretty apparels that caught my eyes .

Had my usual boring Sunday today 😂 . 

Half a day to write 3 factor for SS. 

I suck at studying so much. Hahaha. 

Feeling tired , but not sure where the tired-ness is coming home. 

I've nothing much to post today , shall post tomorrow then (; 

My huge gorgeous eyed baby. 

 Handsome looking enough :> 

My poor boy . Hope you'll get well soon ! 

I don't know how to help you with your swollen gums 😞 :/. I know I suck. 

Lol. 

I know you'll be strong enough to get through this pain. Don't fall sick alright ? 

And if you're reading this , I love you. 

Xoxo

 Trimmed my brows ! YAYYYY . 

  Went to Far east plaza with bb to find his suit tailor !

 Shall take picture of our trip there ( again ) next week !