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Day 39-

posted on Sunday, September 7, 2014 @ Sunday, September 07, 2014 | permalink

From loud sobs, so tearing in public, to trying to look like it doesn't hurt you anymore but it does.

Going through a breakup is probably the hardest thing to do in a relationship,

No, everything became harder to do.

Taking train alone

No messages telling you goodnight

Asking if you ate

Telling you "I love you"

No more embraces

Everything you used to do together,

stop just so suddenly.

If you actually remember, how long ago was the last time they said "I love you" and truly mean it?

You probably won't know.

You couldn't find a better reason to forget.

Even if you did find,

It'll never be good enough.

Time after time, no matter how many time they break the trust you gave them,

you still chose to trust them

Because you love him/her.

And the most heartbreaking thing to know is them being happy with someone else,

while you're here

crying your heart out,

yet no one can actually feel how pain it is.

The farthest distance isn't when he's not right beside you,

It's when he remains in your heart.

You keep thinking over and over again

"why?"

You just want to hide

Run away for a little while

Get everything off your mind

But you can't.

Everything you do, you placed them first.

But because of one-of-your-worst (e.g temper)

They left.

Y'know,

It's a little funny that you can be the one initiating,

and the one who's actually is leaving isn't you.

It's them.

Like they planned to do.

Making you looking like the one who's the bad person

The cruel person, to mention breakup.
Yet no one knows the reason to everything.

Only you.

No one,

will know your pain.

***

I admit,

& know it myself too.

I'm boring

I can't stay over at your house

I can't club with you

Never liked anyway, never will.

Doesn't smoke with you,

Doesn't party and dance like other girls.

Doesn't dress like those pretty girls or revealing a little tummy.

Flat front and back.

Boring person.

Yet this boring person

Is willing to go your house every single day just to make up to you because you can't come over.

Willing to come your house, play computer games with you the whole day.

Willing to send you home first, put you first.

Asks you to forget buying the things she wanted because she doesn't want you to waste money

Asks you to go home straight just because she scared of wasting your bus fare

Never really bother much about herself.

Tried to plan where to go every date.

Trusts you after you break the trust.

Lets you fuck her feelings over and over again,

Tried forgetting everything you've done to hurt.

& yet the one who's crying to sleep every night, isn't you.

It's me.

You never looked sad, never have to shed a single tear.

& yet the one who's missing you every single night, isn't you.

It's me.

Gave my all, tried my best to fit in.

I can't.

Gave up and you always get me back,

then back to square one.

It's been a long fight.

Cried till I'm shaking.

Hurt like I've never been hurt before.

Gone.

Hope you won't go around make others cry too.

Strictly Pancakes

posted on Thursday, September 4, 2014 @ Thursday, September 04, 2014 | permalink

YAY

Finally, I'm able to have someone to accompany me eat at Strictly Pancakes.

Wanted to eat there on my birthday with my ex(well he was my bf then) but well it was closed.

Sweet Potato Fries S8

Taste obviously like sweet potatos, but so-so only.

Chicken A La King $13

Grace said she liked it, so she ordered the same thing from the last time she same. LOL
The mushroom sauce is really nice.

But still, I'd prefer the one i chose.

Strawberry & co $13

If you love berries & sweet stuffs, get this.

The vanilla ice cream is sooooo yummy.

I really like vanilla ice cream that has those tinny black thing, which i suppose is from the vanilla pods?

The berries are sour though.

But with the cream, ice cream & berries-

great combo.

Would really love to try the garlic buttered prawn though.

Will go there again since it's just opposite my school!

Thumbs up~

Irrelevant :

GUESS WHAT I'VE FOUND!

Look who's that cutie. LOL

Was soooooo tan last time and guess who's in choir but sings like shit now?

Shall go play my last round of dota and go to sleep soon z.z

Goodnight loves!