So angry that I could push everyone off the fucking bus and burst into tears. 

Why every fucking time it's the same thing happening over and over again. 

WHY. 

You can be petty & I can't ?

I tried to give you a kiss or sit near you , you fucking move away. 

It's FINE. I'll get used to it. 

Many more times to come. 

Cold and yet no one to hug because someone is irritated for fucking 30 mins. 

Stomach hurts like fuck and I can't have you to place your hand on my tummy neither . 

I guess you won't be coming tomorrow too. 

Wasted my effort in pleading my mom to let you come because I want her to see my boyfriend , how cute is he and let her trust you more and be the first ever boyfriend to be bought home. 

But it seems like that won't happened already. 

Wow. 

Now I'm gonna have to be in my room the whole fucking day tomorrow ? 

Well done. 

Thanks a lot , now I can't see you and my excitement is killed.