Going through a breakup is probably the hardest thing to do in a relationship,

No, everything became harder to do.

Taking train alone

No messages telling you goodnight

Asking if you ate

Telling you "I love you"

No more embraces

Everything you used to do together,

stop just so suddenly.

If you actually remember, how long ago was the last time they said "I love you" and truly mean it?

You probably won't know.

You couldn't find a better reason to forget.

Even if you did find,

It'll never be good enough.

Time after time, no matter how many time they break the trust you gave them,

you still chose to trust them

Because you love him/her.

And the most heartbreaking thing to know is them being happy with someone else,

while you're here

crying your heart out,

yet no one can actually feel how pain it is.

The farthest distance isn't when he's not right beside you,

It's when he remains in your heart.

You keep thinking over and over again

"why?"

You just want to hide

Run away for a little while

Get everything off your mind

But you can't.

Everything you do, you placed them first.

But because of one-of-your-worst (e.g temper)

They left.

Y'know, 

It's a little funny that you can be the one initiating,

and the one who's actually is leaving isn't you.

It's them.

Like they planned to do.

Making you looking like the one who's the bad person

The cruel person, to mention breakup.
Yet no one knows the reason to everything.

Only you.

No one,

will know your pain.

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I admit,

& know it myself too.

I'm boring

I can't stay over at your house

I can't club with you

Never liked anyway, never will.

Doesn't smoke with you,

Doesn't party and dance like other girls.

Doesn't dress like those pretty girls or revealing a little tummy.

Flat front and back.

Boring person.

Yet this boring person 

Is willing to go your house every single day just to make up to you because you can't come over.

Willing to come your house, play computer games with you the whole day.

Willing to send you home first, put you first.

Asks you to forget buying the things she wanted because she doesn't want you to waste money

Asks you to go home straight just because she scared of wasting your bus fare

Never really bother much about herself.

Tried to plan where to go every date.

Trusts you after you break the trust.

Lets you fuck her feelings over and over again,

Tried forgetting everything you've done to hurt.

& yet the one who's crying to sleep every night, isn't you.

It's me.

You never looked sad, never have to shed a single tear.

& yet the one who's missing you every single night, isn't you.

It's me.

Gave my all, tried my best to fit in.

I can't.

Gave up and you always get me back,

then back to square one.

It's been a long fight.

Cried till I'm shaking.

Hurt like I've never been hurt before.

Gone.

Hope you won't go around make others cry too.

12.00pm to 10.00pm Sunday to Thursday

12.00pm to 11.00pm Friday/Saturday

It has actually been 7 days since we broke up.

Yeah we actually broke up, kinda expected.

Both of us are getting out of hands, he won't listen & i get more harsh with words.

Asked him when it all started, he told me 3 months back.

"3 months", my heart shattered even more.

I'm the one who initiated it yet, who's feeling so remorseful?

Me.

Remorseful for saying the wrong things, bad temper and shit like that.

Now I've learnt my lesson, causing someone I loved so much to leave me.

If you happen to be here on my blog & is attach,

please please please, remember karma works.

Note to myself too.***

- Never push him/her away.

Or the same thing would probably happen to you sometime later.

He did push me away, real bad man.

- Always be careful with your word.

Cause it really hurts them, if it really slips out, apologies,apologies,apologies.

- Appreciate what they do for you, even if it just fetching you home.

Although I really appreciate you doing everything for me, but yeah.

-Don't ever lie to them.

NEVER. Lie and there goes your trust.

Don't ever break their heart, it's the worst thing to do.

Really.

Karma's really a bitch.

Maybe because I didn't take much care for our relationship, shit happened.

Things last if you take good care of them.

I didn't, so yeah.

That's my lesson, for myself.

But obviously  I didn't cheat on him or lie to him. The whole time, whole 1 year, I didn't. But he still did.

Life sucks eh?

Thumbprint cookies are the easiest and most delicious cookies I've ever made.

It's even nicer than those chocolate chip or m&m cookies I've made before.

Why do I say they're the easiest to make?

Because I only used 4 ingredients: - Butter, white sugar, plain flour and my favorite jam.

These ingredients are actually some usual ingredients you have at home.

For:

                        Butter- I used 'Cowhead' brand. Doesn't really matter what brand you use anyway but if you use unsalted butter, it would be best if you put a little salt in.

White sugar- Your normal white sugar, not icing sugar.

Plain flour- All-purpose flour/plain flour

Jam/fruit preserves- ST. Dalfour jam. (Long & thin jar. Can be found even at convenience store)

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Makes: 36 serving
( Lesser if thicker biscuit )

-1/2 cup butter, softened // 125ml

-1/4 cup white sugar // 50ml
-1 cup sifted plain flour // 250 ml
- 1/4 cup any flavor jam
(Or you can just scoop it out of the jar)


1. Preheat your oven at 190 degrees C ( or 150 deg C for small ovens )

2. Mix the butter and sugar together until soft and fluffy.

3. Add the flour in and mix well.
* if the dough is a little too oily then add a little more flour in.*

4. Roll small pieces of dough around 1 inch and using your thumb, make an indent in the center of the dough.
* 1/2 inch indent*

You can then fill the jam in.( Before/after is fine )
* I filled it after *
Lastly, bake for 20 mins, up to 25 mins for small ovens.

You can choose to sprinkle a little icing sugar or put glaze over the cookie.




I put it in the fridge, fearing the jam will spoil.
Still taste as good the next day !

*** Don't make the ball/base too big, or it'll turn out too thick.***


ENJOY MAKING~

 Ice chocolate with baileys ($12)

 Tiramisu ($7)

Rum and Rasins ice cream with waffle ($7.50/$8)

You can also view their menu here

http://www.wimblylu.com/WL-menu.pdf

In case you're wondering what's all those numbers beside the food name (whatever you call 'em)

It's the price :D

Hope you guy try their waffles there too (It's really delicious!)

Next post,

How to make macaroons without electric mixer

(the Feet wouldn't look as nice though)

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Hello there ~

Today I'll doing my first product review ( YAY ) 

Kindly sponsored from The Sample Store , by Beautybiotics .

One word for this product :
AMAZING .

It's made in Japan for asian skin & actually fulfills all my cleansers' " requirement " .

It -
* doesn't not dry my skin
* removes my make up , dirt and oil
* Smell nice

When I first opened the bottle ,
the smell of the cleanser was SO NICE & to my surprise ,
IT IN POWDERED FORM ( so cool ).

( But when I took another sniff , 
my nose itched and made me tear haha )



It has water activated foaming crystals,
and is suitable
FOR SENSITIVE SKIN AND ALL SKIN TYPES

The Nano Collagen + Salicylic Acid Collagen Cleanse is a unique foaming facial cleanser
that deeply cleanses skin and unclogs pores.
The water activated foaming crystals contain nano-collagen that helps hydrate skin,
regenerate collagen and elastin as you cleanse your skin leaving skin clean, balanced and revitalized

  Cleanse Impurities + Dirt
Hydrate Dry + Aging Skin
Regenerate Collagen + Elastin

The product

( Awkward photo alert HAHA )

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